Are You Happy?

i am the kind of person where i know wad i wan majority of the time, i'll never admit that i'm the best. becuz i am not a perfectionist. i believe that even being too perfect is a flaw. call it jealous or wadever you want. Sometimes even being tooo perfect can be a bore. imagine your life's like a life machine for a dead person. no pulse, no excitment, mono-tone throughout. yiKeS!!...wun life abit grey?

who says the most perfect marraige is having no arguments and be happy and blissful juz by looking at each other? have you ever ask yourself, ARE YOU HAPPY? with no problems, no obstacles, everything smooth sailing, not even a rocky little wave, or a little hiccup. but too bad, perfect lifes are meant for people in the fairy-land

On the other hand, i demand alot. i remember an incident on the plane. The staff were serving dinner to the passenger. the menu for the day was either spaghetti or sweet & sour pock with rice. when it came to my turn to be served, i was only left with the rice. but throughout the whole while, my mentality was filled with spaghetii, eventhough my sister wanna exchange with me, but i couldnt bear the thought of her dinner being swapped. when i refused to have the dinner, the rest was telling me not to be too picky. but i just couldnt compromised and change my mentality when i already set on it for quite time. inflexible you would call it. therefore, the steward has to take the trouble to come up with a specially designed dish just for me. of coz with him serving it to me personally made me feel really bad about it. therefore i have to accept the food or else guilty sia...haha