FYP after-thoughts

Currently waiting for 1st of April to come. Not becuz it's my birthday or I wan to play pranks on ppl. but becuz i'll be freed on that day from 3years of torture. i feel tat there are 2 side of me. One is the school side. and the other is the gakkai side.

Due to different environment you'll tend to behave differently. The past semester has been hellish for me (dun hv the intention of scaring potential TP design students away), it's so stressed n terrible that even going for SSA mtgs i'm only going into a state of rapture. Bad rite?

Never been feeling so lost and confused b4.it's different from O levels 4 years ago. at least that time when you are off track, teachers will pull you back again to the right track again. but now, when you gets older, alot of things you have to start it and finish yourself. no more spoon-feeding

for the past few months so many things happen unexpectedly. home comp internet down den alot of personally problems which disrupt me emotionally...laptop practically wanna crash, dun hv enough sleep, nv eat properly, junk food has been my best fren all these while. those who nv c me for a long time will know tat i reduce weight. all thx to stress.

vulgarity has been my 2nd best fren recently. cuz of all the bitches in my course..big n small..but my 2nd best fren will leave me eventually. it's like a hard-to-quit habit - smoking. u'll get addict to swearing cuz it's part of you

throughout the whole precess of my fyp, thou terrible. it was part of my life. at least i know something call final year proj...how it looks like how it feel and the challenge one has to face.

with challenge, we struggle, to overcome, to victory!