Is this really call love? if so, why do i keep imagining things? why do i keep putting the 2 of them together? the voice, remind me of each other...sometimes i juz feel tat i cant let him go. still remember the times when we talk on the phone till wee hours in the night, till his dad woke up and do his morning prayers b4 we could bear to put down the phone to sleep. i am really surprised at myself. but now i could hardly hold long conversations. mayb once in a while, but definately not all the time.

thinking back, is he really the guy for me? althou we broke up for almost 5-6 months or maybe more[didnt really go n count] i still find myself thinking of him unknowingly. whenever i desperately need someone to tok to now, he'll always be the 1st on my mind. he's going NS soon. Very soon, he wouldnt hv such time for me. he is the 1 who i can tok almost everything. and he always know the right words to say, to encourage me and to cheer me on. i was on the bringe of breaking down during my FYP. the 1st person i tot of was him. listening to his voice once again remind me of those wonderful times. althou we seldom meet now, we'll see each other once in awhile in kaikan. thou the beginning of our break up was rather awkward, that phrase slowly pass on n we remain as frenz now.

But still as long as he is happy, i'll be happy for him. currently he has 1 more paper to go. Boy jiayou ok!!!