Sunday, May 22, 2005
slacking life
alrite guys...time for a decent update after missing for a month =P *bleah*
i've graduated from TP for more than a month.most friends around me had already gotten a job and start working..how?? i've been spending n spending $$ from my parents. not tat they are rich lah, my dad KB already loh...everytime rush me to get a job. althou i feel v sian after slacking for so long, but i'm not motivated to look for a job. althou i'm been slacking until i v sian hor, i still continue doing so. other than having no motivation, i'm also quite scared of wad will happen in the working world.
thousand and once questions keep flying around my head. " Will i get a job that gimme a decent pay?" or "wad if i dun fit in into the environment?" or "will the people there be nice to me?" or "Is the environment really tat bitchy?" so on and so forth. den my portfolio is not ready yet. i know i dun wan a merchandising job, no sales job. i juz wanna design job but i know fairly well tat i'm not exactly train in tat area. too demanding hor...argh!! y do we need to work anyway...
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hey dear,i believe that what you're feeling now is due to the uncertainties that face you when you enter the workforce.Its pretty common and normal to have this sorta feeling.really,it is....=P
But what i can say is that life too itself is full of uncertainties.For example learning how to ride a bicycle presents its own set of uncertainties.But just like after you have mastered how to do so,these uncertainties would become part n parcel of life that you would be able to handle.
In your case it works the same way,all these uncertainties would be non-existant after you have plucked up that courage to face them,challenge n overcome them.Worrying itself is not the solution to things;real action,pure grit and soild determination on the other hand is.Moreover you have the gohonzhon and faith for u to enable you to overcome whatever problems and doubts that u are facing.This itself is already an edge that would allow u to overcome your problems.Not many ppl are that fortunate you know.And i understand too that u really want to be a gd sister,daughter,sister,CIC and i suppose a ywd leader in the future too right?What better ways can you do it than to inspire them by overcoming your probs through actual proof...ok,i should also remind you that you are not alone in your struggle,for the fact is that i'm always and will def be there to support u,to lend u a listening ear and a helping hand when u need it the most.
As for your interest in fashion,its not a matter about whether you are trained in that field a not...Its a matter of whether you want to be trained in that field a not.If you've found something that interests you or something that you wish you would become at the end of the day,then really work hard to be that somebody that you wish you want to be.haha.....sounds quite loh soh rite.....=P.yep,but that's how it is...many ppl that i know of are really determined in pursuing their dreams to be that somebody that they want to be,even though with age in the picture they aren't detered but instead strive all the more harder to achieve what they dream of.
Ok.....anyway,really hope to see you being able to challenge and overcome your probs and to achieve your dream to be a designer.Don't worry you are not alone in this journey,i'll walk it with you no matter how long n tough it'll be.
justin
220505 6.13pm
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