i really envy sisters having great relationship. it's sth i really want. i know my sis is always not with us so i really try to treasure every moment i have with us...
i remember the time when we shift to our current house. it was furnished at all the 3 of us will bring board games into the house to play.
and on another ocassion, our parents brought relatives into the empty house. we bought chips in and we take to eat n talk. i really miss those days.
can i have them back?
now...
whenever my sis is back i relly feel happy but at the same time i feel a little dreadful. whenever we talk (which i dun even consider talking) i felt stinging pain. a conversation will always ended up in frustration, sadness really negative.
i want to do human revolution i dun wan to argue with my sis i dun wanna talk back my mum. all these is not becuz i wan my bro to take up faith n we dun argue when he's ard. n we does when he's not. it's all so fake
i bet nobody knows that i take my sis someone i really look up to. she is wad i'm not.
she's merticulous while i'm someone who's always so careless. she really take care of her members v well n her things. i always put my stuff all round the house...
oh pls...chuiling stop crying.....
i really feel v sad n helpless
v sad n helpless
sad n helpless.........
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