when was the last time you felt so fucked up?
when was the last time you felt that you were kinda blame for things that were not within your control? supernatural powers?
haha....LAST NIGHT~~~
not that i was blame last night for having supernatural powers but rather i was blame for not having supernatural powers aka MYSTIC LAW.
tiredness, shaggness, dead, oh helL~~~ save me from agony...
oh no no....Ghohonzon save me from misery rather....
LET'S IMAGINE....someone being so stressed up over studies, came over to you said sth that wasn't within your control. not 1 but 2. you cant protect the things you love while the guys just shoot away. bang bang bang.....you have nowhere to hide, you cant defend for yourself, you feel so helpless....
I love SNCO, I truly love my orchestra. but why some poeple have to blame me for things i have no control of? i wanna cry.
we welcome combine concert with other bands. we are no professional players, rather more than 1/2 aren't. if some idiotic people insist on thinking that combining with us will only make them feel like the worst band on earth, will only mke us the best of all band, forget it. no point conbining.
not that i wanna crticised. learning an instrument is never an easy task. but it the love of music that brought us so far to learn it, master it. different band have different motive of learning music. playing an instrument is an enjoyable thing to do. but why other bands make it as it was a torture to have a combine concert with us? are we really in the limelight?
i felt so fucked up last night when i was talking to them. or listening to them.
is their heart too narrow or i simply cannot put myself into their shoe?
i know they will pick the latter....
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hey gurl! was readin ur posts.. though i dunno who said tt but u dun have to tell me.. pls nv nv nv treat gohonzon as something S-U-P-E-R.. for its not lor.. if u only ask gohonzon to save u den u're believin in a 'inferior teaching other than the Lotus Sutra' i know i sound very not nice but yea.. we all wan the band to improve.. therefore we muz practise very hard at the same time ask other members out and also really chant for our unity lor.. like wat jacomo said.. we're all in a big family and our sounds got to harmonize tgt.. without unity, we can still play very professionally but is tt wat we wan? ya.. i think all of us have different place for SNCO in our hearts.. =) Smile ya?
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