thousands of frustration

stress is what i'm feeling now. Thoughts without any confidence is flooding my mind.

frustrations
fatigued
helplessness

i dunno if it's due to my recovery that makes me either becoming more lazy or just couldn't push myself anymore. i just dun want to fae yasitha. i cant blame anyone for doing with her. by doing a favour to everyone is doing a huge disfavour to myself. i hate myself. all the frustration i do not know to to overcome.

i'm just afraid with of my unfinished work. to do or not to do? to do, how to do? not to do how to submit?