trouble brewing...

Boys Boys Boys and Boys. How i wish i could hate them. But i cant becuz they are my frenz..or r they?
why do i have to see him today? why? isn't it better that we dun see each other anymore? why must i see him again? i have the guilty feeling within me. i really dunno wad he wants. he didnt want to say. i hope my thoughts about him is correct. By seeing him again, I couldn't help but feeling happy about it. And he looks good in that uniform. really. seeing him again made my heart thump really hard n fast..haha...
looks like i still cant settle down. i still want to have fun and excitement. i mean who doesnt. everyone still wants to play, still want to spend lots of time with frenz playing together.

these few days i've not been doing my work. not much. instead, i've spend time on my dream. really, i think other than yingjie, nobody knows that i actually want to be a writer, unless there's people reading this block now..haha..i nv told anyone about this dream. even if they did, they'll juz dismay it as one of my dream. but nevermind, it doesn't really matter to me. as long as i believe, i'll be able to do it. tat's wad he taught me. Think positive.